Eyeliner & Cigarattes

WednesDAY

2010-02-03T05:27:00.000-08:00

I smiled at Jill today , and she smiled back . It's weird how my whole mood can revolve around a small little thing like a smile . But I'ts different when Jill smiles at me than when Gret or even Jess does . It's one of those things that isn't all that fair , because technically G & J are my best friends , so their smiles should mean more . But Jill is .... Jill . It's just the way it is .

XOXO , cheru-cherubi !

MY GREATEST NIGHTMAREE EVERR

2010-02-03T04:53:00.000-08:00

Nu-thingg much to talk about todayyy . It was just the same old boring school days . Went to the dentisst and i was so FREAKED OUT . I was like , could this dental check-up session ends now ? hahaha . I suppose I wasn't quite satisfied with the dentaL results . SO anywaysss , gotta get back to my homeeeeeework DUDEEEEE !

POST MORE OK ?
XoMeeowww

2010-01-31T03:08:00.000-08:00

Harlos(:Here to post for this BHB girl called xxx. {:Well, she cheered me up for the past few days ,so at least revive me ( the blog ) for her.She was always lazy to post,and look, she starved her blog. Actually, I'm not any better.I put myself in a coffin. Her blog's got nothing.I feel like changing this blogskin. How? D: HAHA. I SHALL CHANGE this BLOGSKIN, THEN...Some other time! [=I hope she doesn't find out bout this post.Hahas(:Sometimes somethings are better left the way they are. :D Miss xxx, don't be sad over betrayers.They are not worth it . =}Should I write more?NO. {=I shall debate.Mindset A : I Should Write More.Mindset B : I Shouldn't Cos' There Won't Be anything much to write next time.Okay, I will not write more.

XOXO , http://thatcinderellastoryscene.blogspot.com

One crazy girL

2010-01-31T02:33:00.000-08:00

One Crazy Gal that always
do funny things on the street .
Super clumsy Gal that got
everyone worrying about me when
I'm out . Always fall even when
there is no obstacle in my way .
Always do things without thinking
Love picture taking
Especially picture of myself
Or rather everything
Always complaining about
every single thing in my life
except for myself

{ I wish that some people in my life would just cut the bullshit and be totally honest about something , just for once . }

Labels : Chattingggg 'bout some RANDOM stuff with share'reel mentOs .. ^^

FaRe-WELL !

JuSt some random stuff written by me ! :) sighhh bored.. bored..

2010-01-30T00:50:00.001-08:00

I am confident , but I still have my moments . I'm not a supermodel , I still eat MCDonalds . Some may say i need to be afraid of losing everything because of where i had my start , and where i made my name . Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress ? And who said I can't be single ? I have to go out and mingle . I want your ugly , I want your disease . I want your everything as long as it's free . I want your drama , The touch of your hand . I want your leather , studded kiss in the sand . I want your horror , I want your design . 'Cause you're a criminal as long as you're mine . I want your psycho , your vertical stick . I want your love . J'veux ton amour , I don't wanna be friends .

*SIGNS HERE* :@@52: :@@80:

I HATE SCHOOL !! AW MANNNNN !!

2010-01-29T23:55:00.000-08:00

" I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ! I HATE SCHOOL ! I'D RATHER DO ANYTHING THAN GOING TO SCHOOL ! "

I've been making a list of things they dont teach you in SCHOOL .
They dont teach you how to love somebody .
They dont teach you how to be famous .
They dont teach you how to be rich or how to be poor .
They dont teach you how to walk away from someone you dont love any longer .
They dont teach you how to move on when the one you love walks away from you .
They dont teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind .
They dont teach you what to say to someone who's dying .
They dont teach you anything worth knowing .

D'ya hate going to schooooL ? I mean , school is not all about EMS right ? But the lessons are just soo boring !

Whatever ..... We have no choice indeed BUT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOOL !

FOR SALE :
ONE heart .
Horrible condition .
Will take anything for it .

PLEASE .

Just cut it out of my chest .
AND end this SUFFERING .

ENOUGH MUMBLINGGGGGG ! I bid you farewell , till 1000 years later . Hahhaha !

Long time no bloggggg .

2010-01-16T01:24:00.000-08:00

Long time didn't went bloggin' .. So , hi there .

Guess what , I'm so DRAT unhappyyyyy !!! Someone had just left my life .

Awww . Apart of me had gone too ! :(

Second . That teacher , who gave us tons of H.W. , had completely forgotten about it !!!! LMAO . I shouldn't have done her homework ! For Goodness Sake !

Third . Jess and , yours truly , had gone berserk from head to toe . All because of some ridiculous "peepo" .

Oh and .. Long time didn't quote too .

And that's all for today ~ EMOFREAKKKK .

tata""" *waveS*

P.S. got a new tutor !

GBU,

pawPRINTs :)

Happyy Biiirrtthhhdaayyy to MEEE !

2010-01-10T03:46:00.000-08:00

Hellu peeepps ~
I'm writing as fast as possible cause' ,

1) I need to finish the tons of homework that my teacher gave me . Uffff .
2) I need to go for dinnerrr !

*RAWR* time sure flies !

Thanks for everythinggggg , Xaira , Greta , Jessss , Celine , Sheryl and my other frensss ~

And that , Happy *BURP*day to me ! :)

xOxO,
you-know-who :3

feverr .. feverr ,,

2010-01-07T03:12:00.000-08:00

I know i didn't blog for so longg .. I have tons of school stuffs to do . Hope you'll understand cos' I have only half a year to prepare for PSLE .

Fever , fever , go awayy !! I've been absent for 2 days and perhaps tomorrow i'll be absent again . Looking forward to go back to school ! Oh , and , 3 more days to reach my biirrthhhdaayy .

GTG resssttt againnn ! gbye peepo ~

xOXO

Hppy newwww YeaRR peopleeeee !

2009-12-31T01:14:00.000-08:00

Helloo people . No idea what to write here cos' im in a rush !!
Goin to marinaaa bayyyyyyyy soon ! Before that , maybe i'll go somewhere ? :D

BYEBYE NEED TO GO IN 2 MINUTESSSSSS !

P.S. Happy 2010 !

xOx0luvvv ,
Ms.GAga ( Not Lady Gaga ! duhhh )

29.12.09 <3

2009-12-28T22:46:00.000-08:00

Heyya people , aliens , spirits or whoever out there who is readin' my blog . :))
1 more day and my cousinnnnn is coming over to s'pore ! ( which is tomorrow . ) I miss her so - damn - badly . Haven't see her for a yeaR ! again , over - excited .

12 more days and its gonna be my dayyyy . WOW . I can't believe time is going really fast ! ( which is bad ... I GUESS ? )

Soon , it's gonna be NEW YEAR'S DAY ! Gonna go Marina Bay to catch some fireworks LOLs . :)

&& SCHOOL'S GONNA START SOON ! OH NO ! Back to the boring old days , woke up @ 5 am ! Uffffffff .
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Over & over I tried
and over and over you lied
and over and over i cried
and i dont know why

xOxO:3 ,
Ms.Gaga <3

2009-12-28T02:02:00.000-08:00

** NEW SONGS ARRIVED **

Ke$ha - Disgusting
Utada Hikaru - Come back to me
One republic - Secrets
We the kings - Heaven can wait
Sara Bareilles - Bottle it up
Jordan Sparks - Battlefield

ENJOYYYYYYYY !

hugs and kisses MEOW~
FRANTICALLYGAGAGURL

I'M BACKKKKK ~!!

2009-12-28T00:45:00.000-08:00

heeeLLoo ladies and gentlemenn ( LMAO . ) I'm bakk ! alive and not dead . Hope you still recognise me ?? hahhhaa . You might probably ask me about my trip which some of you alreadehh asked me . Well , It's kinda OK but i hate the tour servicee . You know why ? First , the elderlies quarreled with the lazy bus drivEr and second , the tour guide taught my father to do this silly ' fire siren ' sound which he is really good in and now my father use that new technique to wake me up !!! Third i hate the resto' they brought us to but i love the resorts they chose . Anyway , lets get out of the irritating topics . I went to the world's largest hot springs spa in the worldddd !! ( which is located inside this resort where i stayed . ) I totally ate my time there in the fish SPA . And , i caught up with one of singapore's singer . Of course I took photos with her . maybe I'll show you guys some time later ? I MISSED SINGAPORE LOADSS MANN !! :(

Oh yeah , mrit , if you're reading this , I've done the stuff you ask me to do . Hope you still remember it ? haha . && YOU CAME BACK WITHOUT TAGGING ON MY BLOG ?! *rawR*
Guess this means you forgot who am i or never missed me or it turns out you hate me now ? I wanna hear you speak !

****** BTWs , do you know what's special on 25dec ? IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY ~ if you don't even know that , feel free to knock your head on the wall ! And im so sorrehh for not wishing you all " you - know - what " at that day . I hope you'll understand why . DO YOU ?! so maybe i will wish you all the late version one . haha . ******

GTG noww , my tongue is burning ! ;P

XOXO, FRANTICALLYGAGAGURL . ( lols , i made this up . Silly isn't it ? )

SO SORRY !

2009-12-22T10:04:00.000-08:00

IM SOOOOOOOOO FAITHFULLY SORRYY !!!!!!!!! I KNOW I HVNT POST FOR CENTURIES !!!! LMFAO . IM BUSY WITH AUDITION ! It doesn't mean that i dont give any attention to my darling blogggg ever again ! hahas .
But listen , I have 1 bad news . BUT PLEASE DON'T EVER STOP GOING INTO MY BLOG ! pweeeeeeasee ! x1000000000

HERE IT IS !

I'm going overseas tomorrow till 27 dec . And , I need to ........ WAKE UP AT 3:00AM AND MY PLANE WILL BE ON 6:00AM !!!!!!!! *RAWR* I'm so dead ;yo ~ !! SO EMO . T_T .

Maybe , I'll say SAYONARA TO YOU GUYS ~ hehe SAYONARA ~ tata ~ AND SAY BONJOUR TO ME ! LOLs .

HAF FUN TOO PEEPS ! & MERRY XMAS ~

XOXO~!! (:

16.12.09 <3

2009-12-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

Been ages .
Yes hello . Haha .

I've got nothing to update about ):
Cleaned my room today . I hate cleaning up my room , do you ? Spent all that energy when i can sit down and surf the NET ):

Maple 65% , Audition 82% .
Which to train first ?
Audition's x2 EXP will end tomorrow whereas Maple's until January 2010 .
:(

Must at least 3rd job by the end of the year la ...
My audition must master by the end of the WEEK !
Super slack in both worlds .

XOXO!!~ (:

15.12.09

2009-12-14T23:29:00.000-08:00

Just finished helping a friend on her blog again !! haha ... :) Hmmm .. Today woke up at 12:53pm .. And my breakfast was alrdy you - know - what .. LOLs . So yeaaa . That's all about it ! I know my blog is getting bored day by day . Heheh .. I'll try to improve it lah ! :p

XOXO!!~ (:

2009-12-13T22:50:00.000-08:00

Doing ..
Feeling : Dumb
Eating : My shoe x3 wkwkwkw ..
Doing : Bloggin' , of course !
Watching : Watchin' my lappy's screen ? xDD
Listening to : Sad songs ! :'(

XOXO!!~ (:

S.C.W

2009-12-11T22:36:00.000-08:00

I have quite nothing to say........ So i made up some quotes :)

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God grant us the ...

Serenity - to accept the things we cannot change .

Courage - to change the things we can and ...

Wisdom - to know the difference :D

"Guys are like stars , there are a million of them but only one can make your wishes come true ~

and you'll never know true happiness until you have truly loved , and you'll never understand what pain really is until you have lost it ."

Maybe i'll stop here :D what a bore ! :(

XOXO!!~ (:

2009-12-10T23:50:00.000-08:00

Hiiyaaaaa guys ~ I just got baaakkkkk from GENTING and it's heavenly COOL ! :) hahaa.. It was really cold there especially when you're at the theme park ! Afterwards we went to KL and i shopped loads , tattooed my hand and even rebond my HAIR ! xD I should say the HOTEL really annoys me ! Tho` the hotel is 5 - starred , my cabin's door are NO - GOOD ! I insert the key and the dag - nab door didn't open ! Then i ran down to the counteR and complainnn for like 1 hour of blahblahblahs . Anywaysssss , I'm really addicted to coffee now because i spent my days in M'sia drinkin coffee for like 3 cups a day ? haaahh ! Can't wait for my next trip ! Alrite , so i'll stop here ~~ muacksss ! :)

XOXO!!~ (:

UPDATED::::::::::

2009-12-07T04:22:00.001-08:00

These are da' new songs i updated ^_^

Nevia - Complicated
Steven Hoang ft. Mr Smith - Before you go
Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift
Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo - Hate that I love you
Pink - " sober "

:D

XOXO!!~ (:

Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyy ShankarLa !

2009-12-07T00:53:00.000-08:00

CINDERELLA IS AN EMO ! :D

H'ppy BirthDayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy MY DEARRRRR MRITHIKA SHANKARLA !!!!!! ;)
( I know I'm a little early , cuz' i gotta go somewhere and can't celebrate with you ....... :( SO SORRY ! )

DEARRRR MRITHIKAAAAAA SHANKARLA :D ,

You always thought of me in a very good way , and you deserve the finest things in life today and everyday ! Happy BirthdaY my deaR ! ~

xOxO , You - know - who .

Some say it ...

Some think it ...

Some know it ...

But i mean it ...

You're so SWEET !

Visit her blog @ http://www.candyloveroxthewurld.blogspot.com

XOXO!!~ (:

Happy belated birthhhdaaayy Baby XaiRa

2009-12-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Birthdaaaaaayyyyyy Baby XaiRa ~ !

We turn not older with years but newer each day !

Happy birthdayy to you ~
Happy birthdayy to you ~
Happybirthdayy to XaiRa !
Happy birthdayy to you ! :D

LOVE YOU MY BFF !!!! ~
YOu're tO wOndeRfuL !!!!!!!!!!! hehehh .... ;)

Visit her blog today @ http://www.xgaznavi.blogspot.com/

P.S. I wished the 'callus' on my feet were GONE ! AND IT CAME TRUEEEE !! ;)

XOXO~!! (:

7.12.09

2009-12-06T20:59:00.000-08:00

This used to be a fun-house , but now it's full of EVIL clowns ! :D

Didn't went bloggin' yesterdayyyyyyyyy cos' i was out all day !!!!! hahahhah ;) . Tomorrow i'll be ready for the tour bussss to pick me up to GENTINGGGG !!!!!!!! But wait , I will need to wake up at 5am !!!!!! *GROAN* I will also miss you guys ........... Anyways , today i went to school in the morning to get my books for next year but they said the books will arrive in the afternoon !!!!!!! ARGGGGHHHHHHHH!! Why didn't they write it in the book list ??? T_T .............

The holidays are here & I will be back from GENTING at 10 december and set off to JAPAN in 24 december( i think ) ........... My toes are tingling with excitement !!! xDDD I love Christmas ! Spending the holidays travelling around the world bring a smile to my dial ! I hope your month is FUN-FILLED too ~ ;)

XOXO!!~ (:

I'm one of a kind & there will never be another me !

2009-12-04T21:53:00.000-08:00

I'm one of a kind & there will never be another me !

Okay . So here i am , wishing that nothing bad is gonna happen today . Only 3 more days left before i set off to GENTING !! ;)) Can't wait ~ Anyways ,, nothing special happen today . I woke up at exactly 9:28am ! Not like the day before ( @ 5pm ! ahah ) . I went PS to have my breakfast . LOL . I ate baked rice -.- . But the cheese is too much ! Now i think i'm gonna throw up ! LMAO .

-IN MY BMW-

Well , I fell asleep ! hehe :D so can't say anything much ! :))

XOXO!!~ (:

4.12.09

2009-12-04T03:25:00.000-08:00

It's 5pm and i just woke up . hahahah xD . What a pig ! i snuggle up in bed at 4:20am and this thing keeps happening for 1 week . :( Anyways , to start my day i brush my teeth AND EAT 2 BARS OF CHOCOLATE ! wkwkwkwkwkwkw(; and then i was off to the TOILET to shower . Aft' that , i went online of course!! cuz' there's nothing to do ! haha . AND i have a WAR ( which is quarreling ) with two person . One was a cheapo and one is so misunderstood . The cheapo' add almost all of my friends in fb just to get more contacts ! DUMB right ? And the other , well , i don't really want to explain . How i wish today never happen ! :( WHAT A PAIN IN THE NECK !

I party like a rockstar , play like an all star and live like a moviestar .

XOXO!!~ (:

I used to be lovedrunk . ( 'bout me )

2009-12-03T11:28:00.000-08:00

Written by myself and by hands ! Nothing else ! No copyrighting ! Learn to appreciate ! I bet this is what is in your mind ! ( " Excuse me, is she the teacher or something ? " ) bwahahahah (; anyways enjoy ~ !

[ME ! ME ! ME !]

They say that a girl should be two things , classy and fabulous . I'd say I'm rather fabulous than classy . It's not hard to please me . Really . I'm a free - spirit . I'm strong and determined . I love to look at the stars . I'm just a girl and that's all i wanna be . I hate people that tries to change the subject and i hate girls that act infront of guys . But most of all , i hate masterminders ! I get mad easily . I do take IQ tests sometimes . But the results are always negative . A guy who dares to waste one hour of time , who dwells at the past , who dreams at the future and who does not concentrate on the present , is so not my type . I can be a good girl , but bad most of the time . People sometimes say that they hate my attitude but i say it's okay cuz' life is short . ( Well this happens long long ago . Not now . So forget it ) I'd say i'm not a perfect girl . Because i spent my time EMOing these days . I'm not a bitch , i speak the truth . I'm not a slut either . I'm not a heartbreaker . ( So far i hadn't broke any guy's heart . ) I love to shop til' i drop just like any other girl . I love to party and have fun and i used to be lovedrunk :)) . I hate darkness and i love brightness ( I'm a bright person you knowwww... hahaha xD ) I love music and i love to rhyme and i don't get jealous so fast . I :heart: CHOCOLATES !! I can't survive without eating one everyday ! I do love lollipop too ! ;) I love people that have fashion sense . I have cool friends which i love alots !! I do make enemies , but not now . I love my family . Of course i do ! Who doesn't ?! Not me ! wkwkkwkw x) . Looks like it have to end here ! I have enough of talking ! hahaha :) . If you ask me to change , I would say i'm sorry cause' this is what makes [ME!]
XOXO,EMOPRINCESS xD

3.12.09

2009-12-03T03:50:00.000-08:00

3.12.09

Awwwww ! The days are just getting bored and bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really really hope that MY HOLIDAY SCHEDULE is here !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;( My mind is flooded with this sickening irritating " what-to-do " word !!!!!!!!!! So miserable . I WILL NEVER BE OUT OF MISERY !! ------------
At least school can save me... What's worse , i really miss my friends ! Awww . All i can do is pull out a chair and EMO . LOLs . I am sick of the same BORING DAYS !!I spent my entire childhood wishing that i was older and this shit sucks !

Though miles may lie between me and my friends , we are never far apart , for friendship doesn't count miles .

XOXO~!! (:

I'm da princess !

2009-12-02T23:50:00.000-08:00

You can't ground me , I'm the princess !! ;)

You won't be his first , his last , or his only .
He's loved before . He will love again but if he loves you now . What else matters ?
He's not perfect , and neither are you .
And the two of you will never be perfect .
But if he makes you laugh , at least once causes you to think twice .

Life is too short ,
So kiss slowly ,
Laugh insanely ,
Love truly ,
And forgive quickly .

20 things girls want guys to know .

1. we love when you cuddle with us .
2. A kiss on the cheek is a definite yes .
3. We want you to put your arms around us at the movies .
4. We don't care if you are the strongest guys in the world .
5. Size doesn't matter , so don't tell us .
6. We don't always look our best so get over it .
7. We shouldn't have to plan everything .
8. We're always ready , so talk to us .
9. We're not perfect , so deal with it .
10. We love surprises .
11. The little things you do mean the most .
12. We're not always girly .
13. We can like boys stuff too .
14. Cursing & fighting don't impress us .
15. Don't be mean to us to get our attention .
16. We can tell when you're not listening , so listen up .
17. Don't tell us who is hot because we don't care .
18. When we say we are cold , that's our invitation to come closer .
19. Hugs mean more sometimes .
20. We need your advice sometimes so don't be afraid to give it to us .

ROCK YOUR OWN STYLE
DANCE YOUR OWN STYLE

Happy Holidays People !! ~ ;)

XOXO!!~ (:

Live , laugh , love <3 .

2009-12-02T02:10:00.000-08:00

Live , laugh , love

Too often , we lose sight of life's simple pleasures . Remember , when someone annoys you , it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown .

BUT ...

It only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and BITCH - SLAP that mother f$#^&* upside the head .

::tO My Haters::

I keep it real and that's a prOmise
I may be a B*tch but at least i'm hOnest
When i walk by yOu stOp and stare
Well keep On lOOking cus' i dOn't care
I have my Own life and style
NOt trying tO please yOu or make yOu smile !
When it cOmes tO cOmpetitiOn yOu are Out !
NOw shut up yOu hatin' azz
And keep me Out Of yOur mOuth
Cus' i ain't a d*ck !!

F*CK THE FAKE ! *

[ ThanX fOr Making Me the center Of yOur wOrld ]

Dance like no one is watchin'

Live everyday like it's your last

Love like never before

Because you never know what comes next ! <3

XOXO!!~ (:

2009-12-01T07:08:00.000-08:00

Make up is essential
Fashion is my life
Music is my theraphy
Friends are precious
Time is uncontrollable
Bitches and Hoes aren't worth my time
Individually is everything . <3

[VANITY] was always my favourite [SIN]
[GLAMOUR] was always my favourite [WEAPON]
[PAIN] was always my favourite [PLEASURE]
[BEAUTY] was always my favourite [CRIME]
[ENVY] was always my favourite [POISON]
[LOVE] was always my favourite [HATE]
[FAME] was always my favourite [MOTIVE]

XOXO~!! (:

Awww <3

2009-12-01T06:30:00.000-08:00

The best thing I wish I could do but I'm too scared - Bungee Jumping !

Love Is Awesome ;)

My favourite thing about eating

"Gummy Bears" is knowing

that they can't fight back when

you bite their heads off .

XOXO!!~ (:

Love is like a war x)

2009-11-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

Love Is Like A War

Forget his face

Forget his kiss

His warm embrace

Forget the love that you once knew

Remember he has someone new

Forget him when they played your song

Remember when you cried all night long

Forget how close you once were

Remember he has chosen her

Forget how he memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to talk

Forget the things he used to say

Remember he has gone away

Forget his laugh , forget his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tight

Remember he's with her tonight

Forget the time that went so fast

Forget the love that moved , it's past

Forget he said he'd leave you never

Remember he's gone forever .

XOXO!!~ (:

Make cupcakes not war . <3

2009-11-29T22:38:00.001-08:00

...:::MaKe CuPcAkEs NoT wAr:::...

As we grow up , we learn that one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will . You'll have your heart-broken , probably more than once , and its harder everytime . You'll break hearts too , so remember how it felt when someone broke yours . You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them . You'll blame a new love for things an old one did . You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you .

So take too many pictures , laugh too much , and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend , angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back .

I'm looking in the mirror and i think i'm liking what i see

Big pink lights shining bright like i'm on the TV

My heart pumps as the bass drum thumps

You gotta move when the floorboard jumps

Something's going on and i think it's going on right now .

XOXO!!~(:

-BITCHOLOGY-

2009-11-28T22:18:00.000-08:00

-BITCHOLOGY-

Being a bitch means...

I stand up for myself and my beliefs

I stand up for those i love

I speak my mind , think my own thoughts

or do things my way

I won't compromise what's in my heart

I live my life MY way

I won't allow anyone to step on me

I refuse to tolerate injustice

It means i have the courage &

strength to allow myself to be me

So try to stomp on me , douse my inner flame ,

squash every ounce of beauty i hold within

You won't succeed

And if that makes me a BITCH , so be it

I embrace the title and i'm proud to be a bitch !

XOXO!!~ (:

2009-11-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

I want a guy,,

Who would show me off
Who would tell me he loves me
Who cant keep his hands off me
Who gives me hugs infront of his friends
Who would make me feel
like i'm the only girl in his world
Who tells me i'm beautiful
even when i feel awful
Who can make me smile when tears
are streaming down my face
Someone who will never give up
and loves me the way i am .

DEAR DUMB DIARY,,

LIFE is too short
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
laugh when you can
apologize when you should
and let go of what you can't change .
Love deeply and forgive quickly*
take chances , give everything
and have no regrets .
Life is too short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you're sad
love what you got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
learn from you mistakes
but never regret
people change , and things go wrong
but always remember
LIFE GOES ON !!

XOXO!!~ (:

2009-11-26T22:32:00.000-08:00

10 to go .

1. Are you single: Takennn (:

2. Are you happy: No.

3. Are you bored: Duhh.

4. Are you fair: Huh? Skin tone?

5. Are you indian: -.-HELL NO !

6. Are you stupid: Hmm....

7. Are you honest: Maybe.

8. Are you irish: NAH

9. Are you nice: Yes, if you're .

10. Are you asian?: Yea ~

Ten Facts .

Full name: Unknown .

Nickname: Unknown .

Birthplace: Indonesiaaaaaaaaaa Raya !

Hair colour: Black

Style: Layer & bangs.

Eye colour: Dark blue .

DOB: 10 Jan .

Mood: Sad.

Favourite colour: Black, white, soft purple n sky blue .

One place you wish to visit: Nowhere .

Ten facts about your love.

1. Been in love: Of course .

2. Believe love in first sight: Nope .

3. Currently have a crush: Yeahh .

4. Hurt emotionally before: Always .

5. Broken someone's heart: Maybe ?

6. Have your heart broken: Indeed .

7. Like someone but kept in heart: Yep .

8. Are you afraid of commitment: Nah .

9. Last person you hugged: Dont tell .

10. Last person you said ILYs: Hehe ...

This or That.

Love or lust: Love.

Cats or dogs: Dogs.

Best friends or regular friends: Regular friends. I dont believe in best friends . I only believe in good friends .

Creamy or crunchy: Hmmm both ?

Pencil or pen: Non-ballpoint pen !

Wild night out or romantic in: BOTH !

Money or happiness: Hmmm....

Night or day: Day ! As i'm a bright person !

IM or phone: Bothh? ~

Have you ever.

Been caught sneaking out: Nope . I'm too clever to be caught ! :D

Seen a polar bear: Yeah.

Done smth you regret: Of course .

Jumping: Duhh.

Eat food that fell on the floor: YUCKK ! THAT'S GROSS; NO!

Eat an entire Jaw breaker: Hahahahahaha ... Nope !

Been caught naked: Nahh ! Siaoo..

Wanted boyfriend back: NEVER !

Cried because lost a person forever: Nah.

Wanted to disappear: My pleasure !

Preference in love.

Smile or eyes: Smile.

Light or dark hair: Let me think about it ...

Hugs or kiss: Hugs ?

Shorter or taller : Taller !

Intelligence or attraction : Both.

Violent or pathetic: None.

Older or younger: None.

Sweet or bad: Sweeeet.

Have you.

Performed in a large crowd: Duhh .

Talk on the phone longer than an hour: Hell yeah !

A rock concert: Yupp ~

Cheerleading team: Maybe ?

Dance team: Of course .

Sports team: ex-bballer.

Drama play or production: Production .

Owned rich cars: Yep .

In a rap video: Nah .

Last.

Last call you made: Forgot .

Hugged: Don't tell .

Hung out: Sheryl .

Work: -

Talked to: Brother .

You IM'd: dk.

Texted: Hmm..

Movie: Scream Queen .

Last person or thing you miss: Rabbit ?? ahahah ..

LIFE ! LIFE ! LIFE !

2009-11-26T22:15:00.000-08:00

Euthenasia sounds like such a good idea. Why can't young people sign up for it voluntarily ? I'm tired of waking up every morning and crying into my breakfast. It's just sob, splutter and sob for me, every goddamn day .

I'm tired of being made the scapegoat in life. I feel like i'm being persecuted at every possible moment. Even if a kitty comes up to me I'm suspicious of it's motives. I know it's just there to make a fool out of me .

It's quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness.

2009-11-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

1. When are you most alert morning or night? Morning of course !!! i'm a bright person ~

2. What is you favorite thing to eat; vegetables, meat, or equal amounts of both? I'm an OMNIVORE ! ~

3. Do you prefer to be inside or outside? I'm an outsider MIND YOU !

4. At what temperature are you most comfortable? In my room FREEZING COLD ! wkwkwwk(:

5. Do you like to get wet? Hell NO !

6. Would you consider yourself as a quiet, calm person or an active person? Hmmm ... Active i guess ??

7. Would you rather be by yourself or with lots of other people? TOns of people of crse !! hu wans to be alone ? haha !

8. What do you do when you get nervous? Get loud, do something to distract myself, Change the subject . haha .

9. What do you do when you get angry? go off by myself . ;D

10. What do you do when you are happy? bounce, smile, giggle =]

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2009-11-25T03:45:00.000-08:00

SO dead boringgg ................. !! Nwayys, i woke up at 4:49pm haha !! thts why i came online so late -.-ll . Pro eh ?? Bet later cant sleep !! LOLs ..................... Since there's nothing else,, BYE ! XOXO!!~(:

Nelly Furtado ft. timbaland - Promiscious ( this takes alot of hardwork mannn ! )

2009-11-22T01:51:00.000-08:00

[N:] Am I throwing you off?

Nope

[N:] Didn’t think so

How you doin’ young lady.That feelin’ that you givin’ really drives me crazy.You don’t have to play about the joke.I was at a loss of words first time that we spoke.

You're looking a girl that’ll treat you right.You lookin’ for her in the day time with the light.You might be the type if I play my cards right.I'll find out by the end of the night.

[N:] You expect me to just let you hit it.But will you still respect me if you get it ?

All I can do is try, gimme one chance.What’s the problem I don’t see no ring on your hand?

I be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent.

[N:] You wanna get in my world, get lost in it.Boy I’m tired of running, lets walk for a minute.

[Chorus]Promiscuous girl.Wherever you are.I’m all alone.And it's you that I want.

[N:] Promiscuous boy.You already know.That I’m all yours.What you waiting for?

Promiscuous girl.You're teasing me.You know what I want.And I got what you need.

[N:] Promiscuous boy.Let's get to the point.Cause we're on a roll.Are you ready?

[Verse][N:] Roses are red.Some diamonds are blue.Chivalry is dead.But you're still kinda cute.

Hey! I can't keep my mind off you.Where you at, do you mind if I come through?

[N:] I’m out of this world come with me to my planet.Get you on my level do you think that you can handle it?

They call me Thomas.last name Crown.Recognize game.I'm a lay mine's down.

[N:] I'm a big girl I can handle myself.But if I get lonely,I’ma need your help.Pay attention to me. I don't talk for my health.

I want you on my team

[N:] So does everybody else.

Baby we can keep it on the low.Let your guard down ain’t nobody gotta know.If you with it, girl I know a place we can go.

Don't be mad, don't get mean. [N:] Don't get mad, don't be mean.

Hey! Don't be mad, don't get mean. [N:] Don't get mad, don't be mean.

Wait! I don't mean no harm.I can see you with my t-shirt on.

I can see you with nothing on.Feeling on me before you bring that on.

Bring that on

[N:] You know what I mean

Girl, I’m a freak you shouldn't say those things.

I’m only trying to get inside your brain.To see if you can work me the way you say.

It's OK, it's alright.I got something that you gonna like.

Hey is that the truth or are you talking trash.Is your game M.V.P. like Steve Nash

[CHORUS]

>..<

2009-11-21T04:29:00.000-08:00

I'm soo, sooooo , soooooooooooooo PISSED OFF !!!!!!! Why must people tell fibers ?? Do they got money or something ??!! I'm totally mad n tired of those person who is a tattle-tale !! Now, I want god to take my life awayy !!!!! Why must an unlucky girl in this strange - full - of - terror world ???!!! My biggest regret is to be in this world !!! Why cant people tell the truth ?? It's easy, and only takes a moment.... Let me tell you this , If you lie abt smthg,, You're causing a heavy trouble !! So , always tell the truth !! XOXO!!(:~

Final Day of school rawksss!!! :D

2009-11-18T00:50:00.000-08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!~ the dec. holidayys are here !!!!! I dont need to , Ditch Boys , Get stressed out , Got into troubles and blahblahblah .... The only thing im unhappy 'bout is : SCHOOL WORKKKKK!!!! TUITIONNN FER PREPARATION FOR NXT LVL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!! spoil my holidays . Bt nvm lh .. I knew i need to work extra hard on my subjects for PSLE , esp . MATHS !! duhh !! Gone stress from head to toe !!!! XOXO(: !! ~ <3

P.S. todayy @ sch hall feelin like " sleeping " whn th principal talks . When th principal speaks out , I will always feel Tired Out .

Ke$ha - Tik - Tok ((:

2009-11-15T23:23:00.000-08:00

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy(Hey, what up girl?)Grab my glasses, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack.Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back.Im talkin' bout - pedicures on our toes, toes.Trying on all our clothes, clothes.Boys blowing up our phones, phones.Drop-topping, playing our favorite cd's.Pulling up to the parties.Trying to get a little bit tipsy.

[CHORUS]Dont stop, make it pop.DJ, blow my speakers up.Tonight, Imma fight,till we see the sunlight.Tick tock, on the clock,but the party dont stop no.Woah-oh oh oh.Woah-oh oh oh.Dont stop, make it pop.DJ, blow my speakers up.Tonight, Imma fight,till we see the sunlight.Tick tock, on the clock,but the party dont stop no.Woah-oh oh oh.Woah-oh oh oh.

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer.Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here.Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger.But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger.Im talkin' bout - everybody getting crunk, crunk.Boys tryna touch my junk, junk.Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk.Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out.Or the police shut us down, down.Police shut us down, down.Po-po shut us -

[CHORUS]

You build me up.You break me down.My heart, it pounds.Yeah, you got me.With my hands up.You got me now.You got that sound.Yeah, you got me.

You build me up.You break me down.My heart, it pounds.Yeah, you got me.With my hands up,Put your hands up.Put your hands up.

No, the party dont start till I walk in

[CHORUS]

2009-11-15T04:04:00.001-08:00

Why my blog keeps getting ERRORS ? .

2009-11-15T02:15:00.000-08:00

2009-11-15T01:54:00.000-08:00

Ooh.. I'm sooo damn tired!! i jz woke up anyways (:
hahahaha.... *yawn*... BTWs,, i helped a fren on her blog (:
good me right ?? haha... It's really nice if u help
a friend... (: , post more soon ! GBU ... , XOXO!!(:

2009-11-14T08:44:00.000-08:00

I dont feel like sleeping.... so i went NET surfing again and found some cute quotes !! :D

2009-11-14T08:23:00.000-08:00

Today is so damnnn boring.... I had no choice but to go NET surfing . My parents were not at home, i'm not in schooL, my frens are busy doing this and thats..... ARRGHH!! when am i gonna survive ??

2009-11-14T07:56:00.000-08:00

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU !!! SASUKE I'M CRAZY BOUT YOU !!!!!! X3

14.11.09

2009-11-14T07:40:00.001-08:00

Finally, I'M DONE FIXING THIS DUMB BLOG !! It makes me mad, want to cry and all . Happy that's it all done ! (:

Eyeliner & Cigarattes

WednesDAY

MY GREATEST NIGHTMAREE EVERR

One crazy girL

JuSt some random stuff written by me ! :) *sighhh* bored.. bored..

I HATE SCHOOL !! AW MANNNNN !!

Long time no bloggggg .

Happyy Biiirrtthhhdaayyy to MEEE !

feverr .. feverr ,,

Hppy newwww YeaRR peopleeeee !

29.12.09 <3

I'M BACKKKKK ~!!

SO SORRY !

16.12.09 <3

15.12.09

S.C.W

UPDATED::::::::::

Happy Birthdayyyyyyyyyy ShankarLa !

Happy belated birthhhdaaayy Baby XaiRa

7.12.09

I'm one of a kind & there will never be another me !

4.12.09

I used to be lovedrunk . ( 'bout me )

3.12.09

I'm da princess !

Live , laugh , love <3 .

Awww <3

Love is like a war x)

Make cupcakes not war . <3

-BITCHOLOGY-

LIFE ! LIFE ! LIFE !

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Nelly Furtado ft. timbaland - Promiscious ( this takes alot of hardwork mannn ! )

>..<

Final Day of school rawksss!!! :D

Ke$ha - Tik - Tok ((:

14.11.09

JuSt some random stuff written by me ! :) sighhh bored.. bored..